A Discipline of Lists

I missed a day In blog world but not in poker. Yesterday I lost a 25 cent 10 player sng in about 8th place to quad sixes. I blowed up real nice up at about 300th in 7000 player free roll which only paid at 18th.   I am writing between hands in a sng right now. See no discipline. None. Can you buy discipline, not the kind that old English guys like, but a real back bone. I am at a disadvantage in being a chimp but still there must be some where I can get some. I some times wonder what the personified image of discipline or at least poker discipline would look like. I also wonder if it would be called chimpified but I digress. Does poker discipline look like
1.An aging Princess Diana in a shinny black leather apron and pearls
2. A demonic ghoul dripping blood soaked-chains
3.An accountant from any tax service
4.A bowl of veggies holding a deep fried bit of meat under a pillow
5.A Protestant minister with wire framed glasses and a wire framed body and a copper wire whip
6.A dish of grapes refusing to ferment
7.A pack of smokes swimming
8.Pirates picking out the subtle earrings from the treasure chest
9.Not me cause I just placed second in the sng while writing this and drinking fermented sugar and fruit juice. Something I said three days ago I wouldn't do. ... though both days winners.
10.Mr. Wrinkles seeing a pretty flock or insane costume and leaving it be.
 Not The blog list you were excepting . Me neither but then again I need to address this discipline problem first and I still don't know what it looks like. Oh two days still at 22% win and around 2.5 bucks.